Real?

I don't feel real. It's as if I am trapped in the wrong place and at the wrong time. That statement doesn't even make sense but its the only way that I can think of to say it. I wander through life going through the motions.I never know what to do. I keep thinking one day I will be certain in the choices that I make.  But I never am. I know why I'm this way but I don't know how to overcome it or at least rest in it. It is just the way I am.